I wish things weren’t dependent of other things.

That would make life a tad bit simpler. From one ruined plan to another, it is without a doubt that one would think that the universe is conspiring against them. It’s just hard to understand. You think you’ve solved a problem when you’re only faced with a bigger mess. It’s tricky and it’s complicated. And because of this, it’s just too easy to give up.

I can’t help but hate it.

Betrayal

I’m literally close to tears now. At the thought of you. At the thought that I’m losing you without me wanting it. And I can’t do anything about it. No, not anymore. Not when you’re okay to lose me. Not when you’re not doing anything about it. Not like this. I’ll surely miss you. But I’m afraid you’re becoming the person I never thought you will be. Thanks for breaking my heart.